They say that to write poetry

I need to learn a certain art of enunciation

A certain way, of collecting my words together, in a jar

To form sentences on four lined verses,

Like that one above, but this makes it my fifth line

–

And you; break all the rules of right and wrong

Like you, I don’t want to write just poetry

I’d want to write a million and one songs,

And never publish any,

–

But gather the lot of them into a box

And pass it along to you before I die,

then you can listen to me for a million and one times

And you’d smile and let go of that cry

–

because a million and one songs,

Can take an eternity to be heard

Or, just a one long extended night and day

Even a moment can encompass it all

–

Just this moment, is eternal

Like all moments I spin with you

Round and round and around

Never dizzy from the sound

–

I saw a moon rise in the morning

But remembered I was just day dreaming

And my thoughts spilt out here

Now you can see me, through the screen

Smoke

What is it am I feeling right now?

Do I miss you?

Do I long for you?

I still can’t get over how you make me feel,

that dangerous vibe.

It’s like getting lost on a train, and never reaching a destination.

Almost a sort of hypnosis.

Your presence in my life,

paralyzes the attention mechanism within my brain,

instantly

I get lost.

I get lost in every moment I co-created with you.

In every instant we kept stored in our memory.

In every heart beat I heard when I laid my ears on your chest.

In every star we stole over from that mirror lake.

It’s a spiral of emotions;

Spinning

Hypnotizing me.

like an enigma,

which caught me in my untethered state.

and with all your mystery,

locked me in.

It’s kind of like

how Sherlock gets hooked on dangerous murder cases.

Is it bad to turn you into a murder case?

And metaphorically express my infatuation towards you

Through Sherlock’s excitement over murder cases?!

This is some unordinary train of thought

about spirals,

I found a muse

she unlocked my central enigma

derailed the train

Of the spiral path

Free falling in vast space

Of a past, that once was a future;

Enigmatic scripture

Untold stories

Memories yet to be made.

Infinity erased.

I am feeling playful,

with you,

I see a green light across

the body of water

that we stare at each night.

Romance,

nonetheless,

un-attached convergence of human behavior.

Thoughts, questions, desires,

dreams, soul.

Being-ness achieved

cross evidence of

reanimated heavily transmuted emotions.

With you I feel nice,

without you too.

It’s just an added feeling

of burn,

nice to touch,

to smell,

to kiss,

to feel,

unconditioned by perception,

un-attached from deception.

Alive, free,

naked, immaculate,

infinite; me and you.

Without, or within;

let us just float with it,

hover with it.

Whatever it is,

or is not,

You are my feelings.

I opened my eyes

To find me sleeping next

To a Queen

A peaceful Sleep

A restless Dream

My reality Unseen.

I am her fairy

Gliding and flying through her

She let me in.

I am hers

I won’t get out

I will fly behind her

Across Oceans

Across Continents

Across The galaxies

The universe

Beyond death

Beyond life

I will smash the infinite

To find her.

But

She’s here forever

Filling her throne

In my heart

She’s my sun

My air.

I breathe her

I am her

She’s the queen of love

And I am her fairy.

Her & Me.

I

Her love fills my body

It pumps my heart

Keeps my organs running

Her love awakened my senses.

I am forever hers.

And forever I will write about Her.

My Life.

she wanders colorless roads
Some black
Some white
n’ some in between
Her eye glimmers of sky
A diamond
Like the girl of your dreams
She haunts his waking mind
And he
Just a bird
Voyages to her window
Always
at the turn of day
And the turn of night
Unable to talk
His sound hovers
A faint whistle
Oh the sound of love
Non-human conditions bind his beak
From speaking
Of unconditioned love
L’amore
The dreamful state
together they flew away
Only in the dark
She can’t see
The sky rising with him
By her side
Wingless flight
Eyeless sight
Then
She wakes up
And
Nothing

Why something out of nothing
Why nothing out of something
Something, why nothing
Nothing here
Nothing everywhere
Something no where
Look
Here some nothing
Try to make something of it
Yes
Something out of nothing
No nothing
Out of anything
Mind
Nothing
Heart
Nothing
Spirit
Nothing
Wake up
Nothing
Sleep
Nothing
Dream
Nothing

then,

the All.

One thousand one hundred and fifty one tons of police men, all dressed in their flesh, hats, and tiny little blues; gathered in the courtyard to be judged by the high priest for ever trying to incorporate artistic emotional expression into their joyless lives.

The space between us & the stars

is empty of me & you

colors fade

a soft black enclave

Snakes and Lizards

Amphibians call

fooled by their music

your soul glows

like the stars afar

the space between me & you

is full of space and asteroids

big flying rocks, like the

earth we are on

yet free of music & sea

no fish, no dolphin

not a tree

welcome mystic to the air.

Connect

& Be eternal

Non – I

All – I – Am

Is

Can love become,

The sea dancing

Rather

An imaginarium

Of a palm tree

You see words

But feel desire

Passion, full

and Fire

the Harmony of a phoenix

Ascension

Reaching for the rainbow

The cloud

Looking through a prism

Fractalized full moons

Infinite

Immaculate

All of you

All of me

In the all of…

Goddess. Call upon me. Blessed, I am, by thy energy. Oh! such a glorious presence. mine dear belov’d Goddess, I beg of thee, under thy feet I reside; open, vulnerable, naked, free of desire. Release me into thou. Devour mine being with thou infinite fire. Dance to the sacr’d rhythm with me. Velvet soft enclave of surrender, oh the sweet embrace, Revolve me through thy spiral. That omnipresent endlessness of thy womb. Oh, mine heart longs to belong in thou. Light me up, I am but thy humble lover, a fairy ‘r a wizard. Whatev’r thy soul desires. I am a shaman, a magician, the Sun is purple & I am lost in thou. Oh heartful love, Goddess of the moon, set me free unto thou. Deliv’r me from bondage. I am eternally yours.