Sigh

Hello, I hope you’re well.

I’ve wanted to take the time and do this a while back, but only now have I found some courage that reflected on me with compassion and forgiveness that I wanted to share with you.

After you left, I was consumed by Anger and pain, towards you, however, the truth is, that anger and pain was only self-inflicted, I didn’t own my responsibility in either driving you away or repulsing you by my behavior.

It was all un-intentional and immature emotions arising. I also believe that all of it were just beautiful lessons manifesting themselves harshly and diligently between us.

I am sorry my anger clouded my heart to the beautiful times and moments we had as friends, and humans.

Through our encounters we’ve faced, talked and discussed things that opened us up to each other, I am sorry for having expectations. The beauty of our friendship was the free flow of love and sibling-hood that due to my fear of fears, lack of self-love and in-ability to be true to myself; at the time, I broke and involuntary burnt both our friendship and human-hood.

Thank you for all the good times, I wish you well, and I hope you’re able to find happiness, and to be in union with what you truly seek in life.

Much warmth,

M

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